2008년 7월 28일 월요일
stories from my heart
First of all~ Finally made a new header for my blog....Who can be in the header? Of cos he is non other than my sweet sweet 자기야^^. Hope u all who drop by my blog will like the new look.
Really miss workin' @ IDA alot... "Uncle" Jeffrey who was always so nice and the one who I could really chat with ; Ken who was sometimes a bit stone and likes to drop by my desk to view the scenery from my window, Jon who always ask me to update & do web sites, Aaron who taught me how to use FTP and only get to chat with him more 1-2 weeks before I left; and of cos cleaner aunty who always ask me whether I have anything to throw or whether I had taken my meals...
People here at my workplace now... hmmm....how to put it... there is this " someone" who I think is quite cold blooded at times although she can be nice... As mentioned was really sick for past 1 week, and she juz will only say" Hmm u looked sick" and she will expect u to finish her work no matter how sick u r ... whether u r already coughin like hell in front of her... Wat pissed me off is that she keep on reminding me not to " eat snake" and stone like the previous girl. Hey, cmon...can't u see that I've been workin so hard from 830-6 everyday non stop? and I only reuqested a day's MC regardless of how damn sick I was? And that she was so pissed when I did a mistake last week... ( Can't really blame me as I am still unsure of the stuffs and that she did not notify me about it n the first place too ) Not sure what else more to come... I rather do non stop of web designing and uploading than to do all these "NUMBERS" stuffs, still feel so cheated by the agency for getting this job~ROAR~
Forget abt unhappiness @ work...Friday went to eat Korean food at my fav place, Le Meridien Hotel's food court. Like the place as the Korean Food there is really nice & cheap ^^
Saturday, my stuffs were delivered to my house....Wohooo Damn nice! and it's really worth the $ as the "Stylish" book is big and paper quality is really good, and the DVD in " Camping" is also very nice!자기야 looked so great in some of the pics but I personally dun really like some of the clothes that were chosen for him (esp the one taken at Grand Canyon)
In the evening, went PS to collect "Prince in Prague" with 윤호'sBaby and after that met up with 준수's Dearie and 툭이'sLover. went to BK to have dinner and as usual crap about our dearest again,ㅋㅋㅋ.
Tomorrow's having another listening test for my korean lesson...hope can pass swee swee.
Tuesday going back to work...sianz ( this week is supposed to be the rest week but they wanted e to go back~sigh~)
My First Attempt in Making DokBokggi
3 Sets of A Week Holiday ~ "Stylish" & "Camping Delivered to my House~Drools
Prince in Prague
7/28/2008 02:37:00 오전
7/28/2008 02:37:00 오전
2008년 7월 20일 일요일
stories from my heart
The new job is killing me!!! Tons of things to do everyday... Everyday the moment I stepped into the office ( haven't even put down my soya bean milk on the table), the in charge already ordering me to do stuffs, and form 830- 1800 everyday, I am workin' non-stop, unlike the prev job if there were stuffs to do, once I finished , I still could rest abit, this job....no time to rest at all, and the worst was last Thurs.
On Thurs, I wasn't feeling well in the morning, therefore I asked my in charge if I could do my work in the morning and take a half day leave to go home rest in the afternoon. She agreed, but the workload was so heavy that till noon, I still had not finished the stuffs, so I was thinkin maybe worked till 2 pm den I shall go , therefore I did not go for lunch break, in the end I was doin until around 3 plus when the in charge came to say " I suppose u no need have ur half day leave already.." WTH! I am sick! And not allowed to go home ! In the end I worked till 640pm ( note that I did not even had lunch at al on top of being sick ). The next day , she still dare to ask me whether I am feeling betta~ DOTZ big time....T_T
Anyway, a pic of my new born nephew ...and some random pics of my 자기야... my happy pill ^^
New Member in the Lee Family ( Can I train him into mini 동방?ㅋㅋㅋ)
Luv this pic alot, esp 자기야's smile
제 자기야 ~ 멋있어요!
Relax 자기야 ~ Ar~ The Smile^^
자기야 and his 자기야 ^^
Nice Pic^^
I see a Hao Da Da Ji Pai Here~
Nose Bleed ~
7/20/2008 11:27:00 오후
7/20/2008 11:27:00 오후
2008년 7월 13일 일요일
stories from my heart
Why is it always me who gets all these shit?
Why can't u guys live in peace?
Why muz u two make things difficult for me??!?!
Morning, Mum was out to the market and dad came to tell me that my sis-in-law gave birth to my nephew yesterday and that he asked me to go and visit her & my bro together in the evening and I agreed.
Later mum came back and told me to visit my bro & his wife with her...
Here it goes...What the Fuck?!?! Both of u are my parents and you two are goin separately to visit my bro?! I am stucked in between as in who to o with as either way , both will be unhappy.Therefore I decided to came up with the idea that my tummy wasnt feeling well ( which is quite true as I have been running to the toilet a few times since yesterday).
So, Mum prepared to go out and ask me if I am goin with her...and I rejected...and there is where I stepped onto her tail....She started to scream vulgarities and sayin things like " You all have grown up, left me alone , I shall die alone , it's ok .... Next time when u get married , see how people will take revenge on u... see whether we will attend you wedding....go and die... u tink u r so great ?"etc and loads of very hurting words. Then she slammed the door and went out. Was tryin to ren3 till my dad came to talk to me and I started to cry and told him that not that I dun wanna go but I am feeling so miserable, being stuck in between the 2 of them and in order not to offend either party dats y I din wanna go. My dad told me its ok & asked me to go with him but I told him if I were to go with him and my mum sure has more hurting words to say again. And I kept on cryin' and telling my dad all these while, how difficult it was to always stuck in such situations as my mum is always being unreasonable and when u try to explain things to her, she juz wont listen and she will starts sayin very nasty stuffs, aiming at me and my dad most of the time ( and always n forever, my bro wont get a share of it).
After listening to me, my dad understood the situation and said that he will explain to my bro why I did not go. He too left to the hospital to visit my bro and his wife.
My dad , although being a hot temper person, he still listens to people for explanations and that I know all along he has been tryin to REN3 my mum , all these years. My mum always says nasty things about him behind his back, to her sis or frens, which at times I overheard it and I really feel that she is too much. My mum is a very hot tempered person who likes to curse and swear when she is really havin a bad mood and a few of my frens experienced it before ( those who saw before will understand how I feel).
Why can't I have parents who can be more caring towards each other ? Instead, always cant see eye to eye? How hurting is it for me to always hearing u people tokin bad abt each other behind each other's back? Been tryin hard to make situations better but each time, I am the one who gets all the scolding instead? I really envy parents of friends who r loving, and even if its not those loving type, but at least their parents wont be fighting like the way mine are. My dad has always try to be a gd husband, buying stuffs for the family whenever he has extra income, like the new TV that my mum wants, the New fridge , etc. Why cant my mum juz close one eye and appreciate wat my dad is tryin to do? Why muz they start shouting n yelling each time they try to talk? Why muz I be the one who is always suffering? How I wish they will remain like the times when I was down with depression due to work stuffs and they really sit down and talk to each other nicely....Muz I make myself go nuts again so that they can be on gd terms again? I am really at a lost... stayin at home can be very stressed at times, seeing both of them like as if they gonna start another war any moment....Probably dats the reason why I am not that close to my family.
Not that I hated my bro so much that I dun even give a damn to the new born nephew...those of my friends who knew that I was goin to be an aunt should know how little excited I was , searchin for baby stuffs or even thinkin of trainin him to be a dancer when he gets older...If I am really that cold hearted, would I even think of that?
Although I am not on good terms with my bro, but no matter what , it's still a gd news that there is an additional member in our family...My mum doesnt see that...and its really sad being in such situation....
No mood....super no mood....
Something to cheer me up...my best happy /cheer up pill ~자기야 & his smile
7/13/2008 06:54:00 오후
7/13/2008 06:54:00 오후
2008년 7월 12일 토요일
stories from my heart
Had been a busy week...
Last Friday was my last day at IDA. Very "bu she de" , especially my nice desk that comes with a nice view...
On Saturday, we went to visit Ishi. Been quite a while since we went to see him, and we bought him a small bouquet of white roses. After that, we went to Ikea to have lunch. Always like Ikea's food...especially the fried chicken wings....All Time Fav!^^ Shopped around in Ikea before we head back to Tampines Mall.
There was a Hokkaido Food Fair in Tamp Mall...all the stalls damn super long queue. Me n 툭이'sLover went q for the Takopachi while 윤호'sBaby & 준수's Dearie went to get the mochi. The Takopachi Jap Guy was quite cute so we secretly took a pic of him at work ~ Hahahaha:P
Ooooo, all the Jap food were so 美味し! We wanted to get the sponge cake but the q is long dao~so we decided not to have it instead.
Thought my new job will be as good as this one too but I was wrong. First day , they already throw me a big box of messy invoices plus sales reports to ask me check. As I had to rush for my Korean lessons, I could not stay back to do more and the in charge was a bit shock that I did not finish it when returned the next day... ( abit ridiculous since I was still unclear about everything and she expected me to finish checkin' that box?!?!) My agency sort of like "cheated" me into this job as she said it was just normal admin job and turned out it involves accounting stuffs and the gal who was resignin told me its a tedious job and everything is very messy ( even my working desk dun look like a workin desk at all, more like a rubbish chute)T_T ARGHHH~ feel so cheated! Will tell the agency comin' monday about it, as I am quite pissed.
Maria씨 surprised us with a class test on Monday, and lucky enough I got FULL Marks! Yeah! Now I have more confident in reading korean words ^^ Maria씨 is really a very cute Teacher, she was askin me & 툭이's Lover which group does 창민belongs to , den we told her is 동방신기 and she told us that in TVXQ she only know 재중^^ Went home and finally saw my long awaited Yeasia package...hahaha, looks like a pizza box and my dad who went to collect tied a few strings on it so that he can carry it in a easier way n makes it look more like a pizza delivery kind of thing...툭이's Lover stuffs were all in and the necklace really looks nice. And my album is really worth the money as it has so many goodies inside.
'O'- 正。反。合 dance class! Yeah! Finally something to distress after doin' all the S*** at work. Learnt 윤호's solo part at the startin', quite difficult at 1st but managed to catch it...and first time I got so irritated by 자기야 voice hahahaha ( cos our instructor keep on rewinding the front part for us to practise so there were non-stop of " Yo Uknow, Let's try some noise beat"). Of cos 자기야 voice forever is so soothing & sexy :P
After class, we went to the ice-cream cafe beside our dance school, I ordered the lychee martini and fresh strawberries ice- cream...Mmmm, 맛있어요! Had fun chatting with the gals as we were really tokin n chattin alot rubbish hahahaa....
Yeah my short holiday finally starts!But it will end soon next wed, very reluctant to go back to work as thoughts of those messy documents makes me feel like resignin but I can't.
Wed basically I Nua whole day at home...as it's been long since I can sleep till so late ...SHIOK!after dat start doin' my order, as my friend wanted a board to bring to a concert. Also continued to watch ' Over the Rainbow' & ' We Got Married', really like Alex & Shin Ae as a pair^^
Thurs went Raffles to meet 툭이's Lover for lunch and after that went to Taka to hand in my time sheet. Met up with 윤호'sBaby at bugis in the evening and we again went " broke" cos she saw a very nice musical notes top and I saw a very cute Mickey's Top, since it was really cheap, we bought both.
Went to 리안's mini concert @ NYP today. Audience were much much more spontaneous than prev few performances , probably cos all were students and most of the times, students are more siao ON. After the concert was a mini autograph session so went to let him sign my album hahaa not bad he still rem my name...^^Took a pic with him too. After that went AMK hub to have lunch with my friends and new found frens ^^. Nice gals , one of them treated us to lunch as it's her birthday today. After that walked around for w while before heading home. Now I am down with flu....arghhh! Hate it, especially my running nose! Tomolo gonna meet Tania to have Korean Food!!!1 Yippie!!!
Last pic taken from my desk @ IDA
Kawaii Takopachi Guy @ work
My Worth the $ TVXQ! Collectible
Me & Lee An @ NYP
Cute Lee An ^^
Shin Ae & Alex Wedding Photo
Gangster in "Over the Rainbow" ~ Zero Nine & Fresh!!!
7/12/2008 12:58:00 오전
7/12/2008 12:58:00 오전
2008년 7월 1일 화요일
stories from my heart
Been a fruitful week ... On Thurs, went to MOS for Preview Showcase of "B-boyz & Ballerina". MOS people damn jia lat lo.Cos it was stated there free entry before 9pm and stated oso that Free admission for this event. We reached there around 8 plus and no one was at the door to attend to us. So we waited for a while when finally some bouncers came out. Approached one of them and they say that its not ready yet so they will only open after 9 pm (they are out to juz earn the Entry fee). So around 9 plus, he finally let us in and that we need to pay 10 bucks ...No drinks No Re-Entry (WTH!).
The event only started around 10 plus near 11. Seems like everyone was "conned" into MOS, some even left before the showcase starts. The Gorilla Crew were practising on the dance floor, cool. And there were these 3 bu yao lian de Singapore Guys who thought that they r really cool and started to show off in front of the Korean Bboys. The true fact is they only knew how to shurg their shoulders and juz kept on doin the same basic steps...throw face sia...like dat still wanna show off, felt like throwin a banana skin over & let them malu further, kekeke...so bad of me :P The showcase was quite good...wohoo like the way one of the girls dance...damn power! But I still prefer LFO hehehhee^^
On friday, met LHM to go for the "B-Boyz & Ballerina" show @ Esplanade. Although we were seated on the 4th floor, but the view was still not too bad . There was a group of teenagers near us who were damn noisy and responsive. Not too bad as they could bring up the atmosphere ^^. Overall the perf was satisfactory, with a bit of humour in between."Spin Odyssey" is still the best! hehehee ^^
After the performance, there was this photo session at the foyer and it was damn packed with people! The had a so called " barricade" around the performers and people need to queue up if they wan a pic with them. Situtation was quite bad and messy. Hahaa as usual the grp opf noisy teenagers q up for the photo session and they themselves already coverd the Gorilla Crew and some of the gals were like "eating tofu" to one of the cute korean guy. Arrangements were bad as after while, the performers left, leavin' some of the audience in the Q who wanted to have pics taken. Lucky that photo session with LFO was not so messy and probably there wasn't too many people at that time... I still could walk around freely to have my pics taken with LFO crew and even autographs:P
Went to Lee An's showcase @ DragonFly on Saturday...Sigh a bit disappointed with the arrangement somehow as we could not get a decent place to stand or seat as there were other patrons in the club. So all of us have to squeeze at this corner, lucky the uncle who reserved that table let us have half of his table. During the showcase, helped Boyi to be a temp helper for the games session, to help carry the tongue twister boards. Showcase was quite short and after that took pic with oppa.
28 June 2008- It's been a yr since Ishi left... din have the time to go down "visit" him today as I was bz with stuffs, will drop by one of these days to " visit" him. Still remember some of the jokes that he crapped last time, and his dance lessons, how he say "NICE" when we learnt dance from him, how he made fun of me with LD. ALthough I din tok to him much during SB, but at some point, he was still quite a nice person.
Went to Singapore Toys & Convention on Sunday with LHM & XYY. Damn crowded man...saw alot Cosplay people around. We were tryin' to squeeze our way thru the people... took quite alot pics...Haha saw my childhood classic comic characters " Old Master Q" , remembered that everytime at my grandma's house , my uncles will buy alot for everyone to read, and how can I forget the times while waiting for my hair to be cut & waitin' for my mum to get her hair permed at Salons? "Old Master Q" comic books were a " MUST-HAVE" thing in Salons & Barber Shops. Also got one of the artists to draw a "Numero" for me ...Kawaii!
I'm now watchin' the korean drama "Over the Rainbow". It's a story about dance & singin',starrin Fany from FTTS. And my dear dear boy Fresh , and the hunky Zero Nine played a small part in the drama too, hahaa Fresh look so cute inside but hahaha I dun really like his curly hairstyle :P
Sigh~ one of my Yesasia shipment still have not arrived yet,hope it's not lost in mail, or else I dui bu qi Sungminnie oso T_T...
"B-Boyz & Ballerina" by Gorilla Crew (Korea)
One of the scenes from the show, I called it the " Ah Woo" scene, eee dun like the sound effects, so eerie...
One of the scene where the Bboy was tryin' to woo the Ballerina
Me, Lee An & Justine
Autographed by "Numero"'s Artist
Cool Nike Doll
~ Wei~ Wait for me!!!
7/01/2008 10:50:00 오전
7/01/2008 10:50:00 오전
